Again...what lies in my future?

Again, it's midnight but we ain't sleeping. Blast it ! I have mixed feelings now. How can I sleep? maybe I need pills...(maybe not)...

Anyway, I had a wonderful Friday(yesterday coz it's midnight now ! ). Education Fair, seemed boring to me at first. It's still early, plans? thinking & dreaming will be nice. Education Fair looked simple, but the books were awesomely beautiful. Quite expensive, I thought. We went like 'shopping' without using any cash or money. Fantastic ! Fill the bags full ! Take' em ! Wow, it had just been an hour. We had some talks or chat with the people concerned. Questions after questions, non-stop, literally. All about Australia only, bla bla bla...

Costs are high, standards so high, so far, so expensive. Sure impossible. In my dreams. I'm still quite confused on where I'm heading to. Which is my path? Or which are? Damn, hope somebody can tell me, but I think I have to find out myself. Scholarship is difficult to be earned, chances are low. Even I apply, what are the possibilities?

Friends have different path or ambition. I would like to try something new and challenging. But what will that be? Too much choices, and the downside is I can only choose one or two. That is only if I can afford it or get one chance for a scholarship. Hope so...

By JM